“Bear with me” “Burn to stay alive” “The orbit is dying” “It's 3:30 at night […] I realize I'm out of fuel […] I message my friend […] Burning that conversation gets me another night in orbit” www.youtube.com/watch?

best representation of how I'm surviving

a_lilian's videos have always struck close to my heart, and it's an understatement that I'm only here because of the kind people I've met.

This video is going to be something I keep revisiting me, and I plan to immortalize it on my website, even if it's just as a reminder to myself; to do whatever it takes, just to survive one more day on this dying planet.